I love to hear children sing. They are so innocent and they just believe without a lot of pretense.
Maybe I really do have a childlike faith, but I believe that any answer to any question in life can be found if I pray and ask God for it. Am I over-simplifying it? Well, I find that prayer is the only way to answer some questions in life.
Let your search be for the Lord and for his strength; let your hearts ever be turned to him. – I Chronicles 16:11
It seems like I have new questions for God every day! Some questions drift from day-to-day and God will answer those in His own good time. That’s the thing about God – He does answer, but it will be in His time, but that’s okay because His timing is perfect. My timing is anything but perfect.
I seek His strength because I am so weak. I seek His wisdom because I am unwise.
Answer me when I call, O God of my righteousness ! You have relieved me in my distress; Be gracious to me and hear my prayer. – Psalm 4:1
God is faithful and will answer my prayers. He calms my fears and comforts me when I grieve. He hears my prayers and knows my thoughts, my attitudes and the intentions of my heart. Nothing about me can be hidden from Him.
Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. He made the storm be still, and the waves of the sea were hushed. Then they were glad that the waters were quiet, and he brought them to their desired haven. – Psalm 107:28-30
For the most part my seas are calm these days. There were days when I was actually angry at God. I prayed for a baby and did not get one. I said prayers, but they were angry prayers filled with bitterness. I looked around at others who were given babies and I did not understand why I was denied. I still struggle with that some, but with age I have decided that my life will be different. I am not less of a person because I am childless. I am just different. God has His reasons for leaving me childless – grand-childless, etc. It’s my job to accept that. I’m left shrugging my shoulders and saying, “It is what it is – I’ll make the best of it.”
The answer is God. Prayer is powerful. You don’t have to sugar-coat prayer, and why would you want to? God knows your thoughts, your attitudes, and the innermost intentions of your heart. In this life you will hurt more than you ever thought you could. He knows you’re hurting. Be honest with God. He will see you through whatever it is you are facing. ❤